It feels like Saturday not Sunday….and NEEZA…you know what I mean stop pretending…! Yes it’s true “cats” is my cat Salem….or is he? MUHAHAHA …Only the one and only Neeza the Kiwi knows. ZEE HEAD IS IN SOME OTHER WORLD THAT WHEN IT FACES REALITY IT HIDES ………….where ever it can??? I didn’t even understand what that ment but yea..NEEZA IS A KIWI! My mind is lost whenever I listen to this song. Dil Dooba…..where? In some other world…wow how depressing.Today i told my friends cousin….well I don’t know how to explain in english but…Waisi batsoorat hai ore abee jaag kai ooti hai…well It means that…someone is looking bad and now they just wake up…so now they look even worse than usual.. I know It’s mean but I was just joking and today we had a barbaque in the backyard. SOOOO much fun. MUHAHA so here is the video and remember NEEZA IS A KIWI!

Ashmeen: ZOMGOSH Neeza I am NOT obsessed…if I could I would forget “cats” Well obviosly….I DON’T HAVE THE WHATEVER IS CALLED TO DO THAT! sorry caps…but I’m not obssesed if you call….what ever it’s called… bieing in love an obsession…thats crazy! Ok do I sound like I’m freaking out now?

Yep. Your freaking out.=] and your only a little in between love and obsession. more closer to love though=] unlike me. my love for Edward Cullen is like PAST obsession, its moved on to insanity. i need to have an all twilight conversation ith someone. fast.i watched too many twilight behind the scenes videos today, so im EDGY=]. rawr.>=D

Ashmeen: Is there a way I can forget about this…”cats” why is it so hard and forget and so easy to remember??? ZOMGOSH even the WORSTS or songs seem so beautifull and I’m starting to right poems and draw again? Ontop of that I’ve been avoiding him??? NEEZA this is CRAZY!

Hehehe. i knew you were obsessed=] “It takes a second to fall in love with someone but a lifetime to forget them” hehe isnt it weird how i remember these quotes?!=D “Smiles is the longest word in the English language, because theres is a ‘mile’ between the first and last letter”=D btw how did we get to conversing on your blog post again?!!=P

Ashmeen: I’m not obssesed …I just love him so much that every second makes it harder to forget everything! ……..omg…..what did I just write? NO I didn’t mean that…I didn’t.. I wish I didn’t.

Nyahhh Ashmeens in love!=D She’s growing up!! =D *sigh* Kids today, growing up with their loud music and ipods and obsessions with boys….*sigh* They went from cooties to crushing on the opposite sex. They grow up so fast..it feels like it was only yesterday when my dear (muahah) ashmeen was talking about how she doesnt like anyone..and now this?!!. What do these crazy children of today come to?! tsk tsk.=D

MUAHAHAHAHAH.>=]

Imma zap you with my RAY GUN!

*zap*

>=D

Ashmeen: for the last time I am in love NOT obssesed IN LOVE…god i admitted it…I wish I didn’t have to go to this barbeque…I don’t want to put make up on but…I don’t show anyone my face without make up EERRR me and my slef conscousness …oh right barbeque BRB!

Then you should make this the first time you show anyone you not wearing makeup. I do that all the time.=P I never liked wearing makeup. I’m still waiting for the “start-wearing-makeup” part of growing up to show up. I think it got lost=]

Ashmeen: The only reason I wear make up is because I have to…my skin gets really red…so yea I wish I had skin like yours…

My skin? Come to think of it, i dont think ive ever seen you without makeup.=/ Wow it feels weird to me having a talk about looks=D maybe cause i hardly have a conversation on looks=P eehh i feel weird=D

Ok than can we talk about “cats”…NO I mean….acsually I dunno what I mean i gtg to barbeque brb

Lol. fine lets talk abotu how in LOVE you are with him. And actually i attended this talk abotu love and relationships yesterday and it was cool=]. and have fun at your bbq, im actually gonna go to a chinese restaurant soon and im gonna eat A LOT. and next weeks the 30 hour famine thing..so it works out perfectly. Btw, what time and day does the thing start and up to what time and day will it end?=/

heh, i just noticed i skip around conversations a lot.=P

Ashmeen: I’m not in love with him….it’s just a silly phase…right? Please tell me I’m not in love and I can’t forget about it….(please?)

If it was a phase, why is it lasting this long?=D and ok fine, your not in love and you cant forget about it. does that sound like it doesnt make sense to you?=P

Ashmeen: I keep messing up with words ARGHH. what are you talking about …I’m not in love? Of course I am..Neeza your supoosed to be supporting me…sorry..I can’t get my facts straight… Am I in love…am I…ME …MYSELF truly in love?

Iunno, are you?! and your the one who told me to telll you that!=D btw have you read twiligth yet?!sorry im jumping conversations, its seems like i do that a lot.

Ashmeen: No I havn’t I will order the book….and just because I told you something doesn’t really mean I ment it *wink* …you know? I just can’t get past the fact that IT’S NOT GONNA HAPPEN…….you know what I mean.

Yeah i think i knew that LAST WEEK when you said you didn’t like him,but then a minute later, you say “why do i like him” hehe. i forgot my point. ……oh. well.. iunnoo then, if you know its not gonna happen, then maybe it wont? iunno..sorry, my brain turned to jelly. i just watched another Twilight behind the scenes vid=] im so excited!=D

Ashmeen: What?! It’s not gonna happen….well atleast ….I can look at him without feeling awkward……NEEZA your supossed to give me hope! Now your making me feel bad….

Im sorry! My brain is on Twilight right now! Okay, im back, i think. Im sorry its just that robert and kristen looks so good as edward and bella!. Okay, im done. anyways, dont let me and what i say get in the way of your feelings.

Ashmeen: My feelings have been crushed scince the day I had them?

Now i lost you. It was bound to happen. What? Are you rushing to conclusions again?

Ashmeen: Isn’t it the truth….? I don’t know what I’m thinking…I’m just in my own world…? and BARBEQUE is DELICIOUS. Yum Yum!

Lol did you have fun at your bbq? I had fun eating at a Chinese restaurant. It was yummy. Except i ordered deep fried prawns but instead i got tempura prawns or something=D but, i love the fortune cookies=] My fortune was “Your genuine talent will open many doors to you” the only talent i know i have is doing that “no” thing that is really loud and makes peoples heads turn. okay im pretty sure im skippng conversations so imma stop typing now.=]